Wednesday, May 27, 2015

Frustraing days make me horny

When I get frustrated I get horny.  It has always been that way.  I seek porn, I write porn stories, I fantasize about sex...I beat off.

"Gotta get the poison out!"

That is how I feel.  It makes me feel a little better for a while but if the frustration continues, and it always does, I need to do it more.

Today is one of those days, very frustrating.  I have been busy for weeks and no slow down in sight.  It is good to be busy but there is also a lot of change going on and lots of moving parts.  Things are getting missed and not everything is going smooth.  I am a people pleaser and when I can't please someone I get frustrated...then horny.

I now understand why people retire.  I always wanted to work till I died.  Never stop, just progress. Lately I have been wishing I could just quit and do nothing...forever.  Have enough money just to play around and hang out.  Maybe I will win the lottery and that will me my new thing...just quitting.

There is a satisfaction in doing good work and I like it.  There is also a frustration in wanting to be perfect at everything and failing somewhere always.  I am not perfect...but I want to be.

My frustrated and horny ass needs another break to get the poison out...wish I had someone to help me....

1 comment:

  1. Man, do I know. We search for perfection in an imperfect world. It'll drive us crazy. Hope things go smoothly for you. And that you get some relief too...

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