Needle Play…
I somewhat understand this.
This is not a current kink of mine, however, in the past I have played
with needles. Not in a sexual way as
much as a feeling of power of myself.
The following is true…I have the picture to prove it…lol…
I enjoy piercings. I
do not have any at the present time, they are all mostly healed over. I have had many parts of my body pierced,
everything has been done by me and most of them were not all that well thought
out. My nipples are the best example.
I work in an industry where I have a plentiful supply of
needles, big and small. One day while I
was watching porn and masturbating in my private office (how many of us have private
office for this reason alone?) I was pinching my nipple and enjoying the small amount
of pain/pleasure. I had an IV needle on
the desk that had been in my pocket earlier, sterile and clean. I got me to thinking.
I finished and put the needle in the drawer, saving it. Later that week, while I was out running
errands, I stopped by an edgy teen something store and took a look at their
stock of nipple rings. I selected a
smaller gauge (I don’t need to gauge) and bought them. I was excited. They burned hot in my pocket and I kept
thinking about them in my desk. Did I
have the courage to go through with it?
I am a needle phoebe.
I prefer to be on the giving end of any needle exchange. Flu shots, blood draw, anything…I have to
breath and prepare. It is never that bad
but I have to control my chicken shit brain before I can take the needle. It is all inside, I do not let anyone see.
Work was done and all the employees had left for the
day. Going home means I have to be the
husband, father, neighbor and all around good guy, no privacy, no safe place to
explore my weird sexual side without the risk of a kid walking in, or a
judgmental wife rolling her eyes and making me feel stupid and weak. No, my kink is after hours at the office or done
in private with companions who don’t even know my real name.
I broke out the stash of hard liquor that is under the
desk. Put on some porn in the private
browser. A little music and got
naked. As my cock grew harder I oiled up
a little and just slowly stroked while looking and playing with my small man nipples. Soon it was time. I wanted to do this.
I took the large gauge IV needle from the drawer, washed my
hands, put gloves on and used an alcohol wipe with betadine to clean my
nipple. The dark stain from the swab
washed away but left a brownish hue to my skin.
I tried to figure out how to get the needle through my skin without
going through my nipple. I needed
another tool.
I opened my office door, it was all quiet but I still
listened for any footsteps or sounds. Satisfied
I walked, naked, cock hanging hard between my legs to the sterilization room
where instruments are kept. I selected
the forceps from the drawer and returned to my office. Sitting I used them to grasp the tip of my
nipple….FUCK…now that was PAINFUL.
I stood and returned to the sterilization room, another
smaller needle, lidocaine, and a syringe.
I set up on my desk again and took a moment to watch a little more porn
and stroke myself hard, I brought myself to the edge and let go…feeling my
pulse race in my ears and watching my cock bounce precum dripping from the
purple head. I love edging.
I washed my hands again, put gloves on and cleaned my nipple
once more. I drew out 1cc of lidocaine
and slowly put the needle to my skin about 2cm from my nipple. It stung and burned as the needle penetrated
and the lidocaine infiltrated my tissues, instantly numbing slightly. I could still feel but the edge was off. It was pressure/pain now.
The forcep is easier to use and I let it hang from my numb nipple
as I readied the IV needle. Pulling out
I selected my path using a mirror to ensure that I was level to the other
nipple. Measure twice, cut once. I pushed slightly feeling a pinch and deep aching
pressure as the needle pierced. My
nipple stretched out with the forceps and I could see my skin on the other side
bulging out. It is amazing how resistant
the skin is to damage.
I applied more pressure and still the needle did not move. I could feel the fibers splitting and moving
slowly as the needle began to creep through my nipple. I felt a rush to my head, was I really doing
this? I moaned in pleasure as the needle
started to show on the other side, just a silver splinter winking in the
light. My cock was deflated and dripping
between my legs from earlier.
The final push and the needle slid through. I released and sat back taking a deep
breath. I took my phone and snapped a
few pictures of my needle pierced nipple.
The burn was deep now and I felt it pulsing through my chest. I selected another porn clip and played
myself up to full erection again. I
snapped a few more photos with my cock hard…not that I have anyone to share
these with. I would love to have a
secret kink friend who would be tickled to get a private photo of a naked,
hard, nipple pierced freak in their message box, but I am alone.
It takes a while to get the needle out and the ring through
the other side. That part was not so
much sexy as just fucking difficult and frustrating. I stop and edge again. It is getting late and I know that my phone
will start to buzz with questions if I do not hurry.
I numb the other and repeat the procedure. This is done quicker, snapping a few photos,
but I know what I am doing now. I clean
up the instruments, dispose of my sharps and put everything else in to be
cleaned, sterilized and packaged again.
I get a little antibacterial ointment on my way back to the office and applied
it to my now pulsing nipples. The
anesthetic has worn off completely and I can feel the raw nerves jump whenever
the ring moves.
I browse porn until I find one that has a good finish. A little more oil and I stroke myself
again. Edging can either have the effect
of making it difficult to cum or much to easy.
Luckily it is the latter today and I stand before the prepositioned towel
on my desk. As I stroke faster feeling
my body tense, the nipple rings bounce against my chest. I look down at the red skin and see the metal
going in one side and coming out the other and cum.
