When I get frustrated I get horny. It has always been that way. I seek porn, I write porn stories, I fantasize about sex...I beat off.
"Gotta get the poison out!"
That is how I feel. It makes me feel a little better for a while but if the frustration continues, and it always does, I need to do it more.
Today is one of those days, very frustrating. I have been busy for weeks and no slow down in sight. It is good to be busy but there is also a lot of change going on and lots of moving parts. Things are getting missed and not everything is going smooth. I am a people pleaser and when I can't please someone I get frustrated...then horny.
I now understand why people retire. I always wanted to work till I died. Never stop, just progress. Lately I have been wishing I could just quit and do nothing...forever. Have enough money just to play around and hang out. Maybe I will win the lottery and that will me my new thing...just quitting.
There is a satisfaction in doing good work and I like it. There is also a frustration in wanting to be perfect at everything and failing somewhere always. I am not perfect...but I want to be.
My frustrated and horny ass needs another break to get the poison out...wish I had someone to help me....
Man, do I know. We search for perfection in an imperfect world. It'll drive us crazy. Hope things go smoothly for you. And that you get some relief too...
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