Again?

 Masturbation can only bring so much joy.

It’s been awhile.  Still married.  Now I am a grandpa.  Things have gotten better…ish…

I still have the itch.  Sex at home is the same as it ever was…non existent.

I had a last time with the spinner, I didn’t know at the time that it was the last time.  She is doing great, great guy, I hope it lasts…we still talk about twice a year, but I haven’t seen her in about 4 years.

The red head has gone MIA.  I couldn’t help her when she needed help and that was the end of it.  I tried to reconnect but got no response.

It was not easy going out again.  I did a lot of research. It was amazing.  I love sex just for sex.  In Norway they say “sex before coffee.”  Meaning, have sex first, then date if the sex is good.  I would date this girl, but the age difference would be weird.  I will just fuck her as a business reward…

I did text the spinner about it.  I hope it turns her on, she would love the girl I was with